Well, you're different, you've changed and you're not who you used to be. Are you okay? Well, i hope you are. Sometimes I catch a few fleeting glimpses of  who you used to be and I wished you could still be the girl I used to know and love. Maybe something's happened but I probably don't know. I wouldn't, I don't know half the things people are talking about, I can tell that people are getting exasperated and irritated. Everyone feels so different, so distant, I can't feel the closeness anymore. I can talk comfortably and hold a casual long conversation like I did with you last time. It's like I belong but I don't, I can get along with almost everyone but I'm not particularly close to anyone. I wish I could still be where and who I was last year, everyone's changed, even myself, I can't even recognise people I thought I knew anymore, I can't identify with myself, what the fuck has happened? I don't know. I thought I had changed for the better, getting myself busy with stuff, taking on extra responsibilities and all but maybe that decision was just wrong. I would give up anything, anything that has any value or importance to me to return to last year. It's been a fucking half-a-year, and maybe I just missed out on so much, just being busy with stuff. I regret.