It's no secret that I'm with Timothy Titus Yap Hern Pei now. I love him. This is my first real serious relationship. And it's the most difficult. I've never faced so much opposition before, only my clique, amanda, val and al and ena are supportive of it.I know my parents are concerned about me but it sometimes comes on too strong and it sucks to not have your support, You acknowledge it but i can tell you rather he never came.My church friends, their expressions, sarcasm and disapporving glances were stone cold.Fuck. I don't need your approval.I love him. As Ena said, it really is NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS.My maid spied on me, yes he was hugging me and carrying me but so what. I already told you mum, you already know so why only question me when my maid told you. It's my business.You say i'll be sad when we breakup, I know i'll be fuckign sad, But since when did i bother you when i was sad. since when did you even care, fuck. all i know is i love hima nd he loves me right now so i'll bear the consequences myself when it's over. thank you for your support. i love you. fuck.